Quit playing.

Lord, why are you playing me out so badly?
Each time where I feel a lil' happy, each time I start to appreciate the lil' things around, you throw me right back into all d pain.

I'm beginning to wonder if I should feel sad all the time, I won't be happy, so there's no way fo' things to get saddening. I've been tryin' to say positive fo' too damn long. It's fuckin' tiring! Who'll understand, who knew?

Damn. Too damn hard to go on.
I give up in trying to see the good in all situations.
I wish I don't even feel at all.