Choked.

I've been moving in circles with my life now. It's pointless, endless.

Today I learnt, if you don't make the first move to stepping out, you will keep pacing in the path well walked. So many times over. I refuse to be stuck. For weeks now, I killed myself in my thoughts so often it scares me. It scares the shit out of me.

I don't wanna end up being a sad soppy mess. Just lazing around and talk about how much time I've wasted on senseless things. Today I learnt, only when you're willing to burst your own bubble, then you're open to newer things.

Let's get out of this cycle.