Once upon a full moon.

i`ll be so damned. today aint a good day. NOT at all. i went to school in my worst of moods. i dont know why. had normal lessons which i wasnt paying attention at all. watched "SHE`s THE MAN" during class and its a nice show. really~ it made me regret about why i didnt study hard enough for LiTERATURE back then. now, it seems so, so yesterday. if only i would fucking BUCK UP and pay more attention during all my past lessons! i wont be doing all these shit im doing right now. i would most probably end up in NYP cos it fucking near, and ppl like me needs a fucking long period for sleep.

if only i had studied so hard for chemistry and didnt sleep during physics classes,
if only i had studied so hard for history and social studies and didnt just submit empty spaces for O`s,
if only i had studied so hard for chinese which mdm chia was DESPERATELY trying to get me to do,
if only i had studied so hard for english and learn all the words for better usuage.
if only i tried...

all because of one fucking show i watched in class. after school, had salsa dance. im getting bored of this seriously, we`re like doing the same thing every time. being me, i cant stand this. i dont attend lessons to do the same things every week! week after week after week. too boring, not me.

after dance, went to 925 to meet up with shir and pris for dinner. nothing much, just dinner. saw someone that made my day a lil better. saw geric and kinloon too. wad do i say? nice hair geric! happy belated birthday kinloon! well, its all so screwed.

i guess u already know the whole truth. blame me, hate me.
being a friend, yet i let these shit happen to you.
being a friend, yet i was part of the plan to fool you.
being a friend, yet i didnt tell you the whole truth.
being a friend, yet i chose to cover up for him.
being your friend, yet i let you down.
C, i guess you`ll know who you are.
I`m sorry.