when dad makes u angry, u vent it all out on me. when didi make u angry, u vent it all out on me. when things went wrong, u compare urself with my ah gong. mum, u can say anyone, ANYONE but my ah gong. he did nothing wrong! i know ure my mum, so all these while ive been keeping silent.
mum, this is too much, its ok if u dont let me go out, u can tell me nicely. but how did u phrase it? its not tt i dont wanna study. its that my school really dont need to study! when i talk to u nicely, u will try to find fault; dissing me with everything u can think of. when u wanted to threw the chair, tt was it. since u hate me so much, u could have let me know, i`ll go to ah mahs house and stay with her. since u hate me so much, let me know, i will try my best not to let u see me.
if u really hate me so much, tell me! when u kept my keys, u think ure clever, but i aint stupid either. i know where d spare keys are. i may b still a lil girl in your eyes. but i aint blind. i can see all the things happening btwn u and dad. i cant say anything can i? all ur constant shoutings, did it make u feel better? did it make dad feel better? NO! even worst, it got me involved as well.
i didnt choose to be here. i didnt choose to let you yell at me as and when u like. i am not here for u to treat as an anger venting machine. when dad did d wrong thing, u threatened to leave this family, when didi do something wrong, u threatened not to bother about him anymore.when i do something wrong, i get all sorts of things flying towards me.
u may be my mum, but i certainly dont deserve this kinda shit. i did nothing for me to be treated this way. when i dont talk nicely, u scold me. when i talk nicely, u also scold me. thanks mum. thanks for showing that u care...
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