lost.

i dont know why i feel so lost.
this morning i woke up,
stared at the sunshine.
life has been meaningless... i thought.
i dont even noe if
im able to make it to ANY school at all next yr?
i feel so alone.
been busy working
and sleeping
and working again.
i wanna go out.
i wanna have fun.
i wanna be myself.
i dont wanna grow up...